Missed

Fuck. Today pretty bored. Aku tak tahu nak buat apa. The whole day just totally bored. I thought of getting new jeans, and wanna have some fun outside of my window, but not in a mood.

I felt asleep at 4am, after done watching One Tree Hill, again I am in love with Peyton, fuck! Why I am soo addicted with her? Gahhh.

And today, I missed my parents a lot. Like very much. Just don't know why. Suddenly, my mind had been knocked by their image, few moments later, I gave them a call.

"hye mak! watpe je harini?"

"haa, mak harini tak buat ape ape, baru lepas habis masak, ingat kan nak kuar ngan ayah kau, gi umah Mak Uda, tapi tak jadi plak. Kau katne ni?"

"Kat Resak mak. Ayah mana?"

"Ayah kau tidur kot, tadi lepas smnhyang die tidur terus, haa, ape lagi die nak buat"

"Ohhh haha, okay okay, takde lah saje je call mak ni, rindu plak, padahal baru je kelmarin balik, tapi cam rindu plak haha"

"Eleh rindu cam ada makna je dik, haaa, bodek la tuh hha dah dah, kau dah makan belum ni?

"belum lagi mak, jakgi la gi makan, ni pun baru bangun tidur, haa"

"Tu lah yang aku pantang anak aku sorang ni, makan biar ikut time, tahu? Ni tidak, asyik nak membongkang aja, haa, dah dah pasni kau g makan, tau?"

"Haa okay mak, pas mandi kang adik gi makan laa, alaa hishh hehe"

"Dah dah, mak nak tengok Aruna jap, dah dah, okay jaga diri elok tau, makan haa jangan tak makan plak, okay?"

"Haa okay okay mak! Oraite! Byeee! Mwah mwah!"


Few seconds after I hung up the phone, I just can't imagine how my life would be without them near me? Totally miserable life, definetly.

Oh by the way, my mind just can't stop thinking of buying new jeans, still wanting new accesories in attire. And yes, jeans is the top of the list. I am looking for the faded one. Totally seasoned! Kinda hard to find nowadays, haish!

Topman la, Zara la, apa lah, dah busan dah dengar. Aku pun sampai tak tahu which one should I choose. Babi betul. Making decision of buying something pun susah kan, pundek betul.

Oh for your info, I am a non smoker person. But somehow, lately, I have change my criteria to light-smoker. Dapat Dunhill, pergh puas gak, haha. Padahal hisap separuh je. Haha.

Phone aku hari ni kinda pathetic. Aku campak campak je. Aku just tekan menu and select messages, then select inbox, well I just read all those old messages that received from Cupcake. Saja je, hobby aku, flashback all the things. Yeah. Haha. Baca baca, then tergelak sorang sorang, I thought of sending her a text, but I don't think its a must. Just let it be, just don't need to disturb her. Probably, she might be having fun with her Apple. Who might knows? Kan? So why should I disturb them right?

Somehow, I am more pathetic than my very own phone.