Every single seconds, 3 human will be born, will get the opportunity to see the earth, to see the great creature of Lord. And till now, almost 6856086141 peoples live. I am one of them. Just imagine how fast the process happens especially when it can beat time easily, a second equal to three person. Just imagine that people.
Well, honestly said, I am so glad that I could live in this earth. I can feel all the pleasure, all the treasure, all the adventure, all the things. Although most of my living time, till now, downs cover more. What can I do? Should I regret? What should I do to make it perfect? No specific answer.
I don't have anything to say, specifically. I just feel terrible due to assignments and tasks. Pathetic. My head just cant elaborate more about my day, about my world, its all because of that stupid damn task. Fuck! But lucky, still, I can stand all the pressure. Thank God. Meaning that my brain still working very cool. Yeah.
To conclude this, I will dare myself to work extra more, to put everything more, and I just want to be the best of everything.
Friday, October 31, 2008
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Precious
Hari huru hara tapi cool to the max. Tapi assignments gila! Headache. What do you expect when you got 7 presentation in a row, which only a week to make it done? Plus with the documentary, interviewing people, fuck, its totally miserable. Totally sial. Ada 7 presentation waiting for me. Haiyoo. What the H E double L doh when talk about task ni, fuck gila. Grrr.
Other than that, life getting better. Semua pun complete. Semua pun best. Semalam ada masscom punya open house. Aku tunggu dia. Nak tengok dia. Tak sabar plak. Aku datang pun lambat dah time tu, around 1pm. Benda tu start kul 12pm plak, tapi aku peduli hape, kata pun student naughty, datang je la lambat haha ;) Datang, lepak lepak, then makan makan, then aku nampak dia. Dia baru sampai. Got class kot. I think so. With the turquoise color of her attire, completely my eyes captivating a very gorgeous creature on earth ever. You amazed me, M. Definitely. No doubt. I hye her. Whoah, she is so cute! Hehe rase cam nak cubit cubit je pipi dia haha ;)
Snap snap snap and snap, continue snapping. Gila babi. Asyik bergambar je. Haha. Ni suma pasal Ain la ni. Haha. Asyik asyik nak bergambar ngan aku haha. Tapi cam best la kan haa, bergambar sapa je tak suka? Haha.
Lepas habis openhouse sume, En Nazri hye aku and ajak lepak. I thought of this dah. Mesti punya. Dia ajak lepak, and cakap pasal Masscom club and everything. En Nazri suh aku jadi president of the club which I don't think I am capable of doing it. Well, to be honest, I could control, handle the club, but the think is, I am not deserve it. People who work hard on it, which make the club really exist in here, I mean in Unisel, is the real man to take control of it. Not me. But somehow, two main lecterurs, asked me to fill in that role. Susah lah. Nanti orang cakap apa plak kan, well you know human right, nanti ada je perkara buruk tersebar. I don't need that kind of attention.
Enough with few bad perception towards me from the others, I don't need an extra role. Arragont, unfriendly, showing off, what else eh? Semua pun cakap pasal aku, especially juniors. Hey, you guys don't have to judge book by its cover, please, do judge book by it's content. Stop saying bad about people. Stop saying bad about me, to be specific. Know me first, then you will know the best part of me. Hye me and I will hye back at you.
I had a very good time especially with my very own Cupcake! ;)))
Other than that, life getting better. Semua pun complete. Semua pun best. Semalam ada masscom punya open house. Aku tunggu dia. Nak tengok dia. Tak sabar plak. Aku datang pun lambat dah time tu, around 1pm. Benda tu start kul 12pm plak, tapi aku peduli hape, kata pun student naughty, datang je la lambat haha ;) Datang, lepak lepak, then makan makan, then aku nampak dia. Dia baru sampai. Got class kot. I think so. With the turquoise color of her attire, completely my eyes captivating a very gorgeous creature on earth ever. You amazed me, M. Definitely. No doubt. I hye her. Whoah, she is so cute! Hehe rase cam nak cubit cubit je pipi dia haha ;)
Snap snap snap and snap, continue snapping. Gila babi. Asyik bergambar je. Haha. Ni suma pasal Ain la ni. Haha. Asyik asyik nak bergambar ngan aku haha. Tapi cam best la kan haa, bergambar sapa je tak suka? Haha.
Lepas habis openhouse sume, En Nazri hye aku and ajak lepak. I thought of this dah. Mesti punya. Dia ajak lepak, and cakap pasal Masscom club and everything. En Nazri suh aku jadi president of the club which I don't think I am capable of doing it. Well, to be honest, I could control, handle the club, but the think is, I am not deserve it. People who work hard on it, which make the club really exist in here, I mean in Unisel, is the real man to take control of it. Not me. But somehow, two main lecterurs, asked me to fill in that role. Susah lah. Nanti orang cakap apa plak kan, well you know human right, nanti ada je perkara buruk tersebar. I don't need that kind of attention.
Enough with few bad perception towards me from the others, I don't need an extra role. Arragont, unfriendly, showing off, what else eh? Semua pun cakap pasal aku, especially juniors. Hey, you guys don't have to judge book by its cover, please, do judge book by it's content. Stop saying bad about people. Stop saying bad about me, to be specific. Know me first, then you will know the best part of me. Hye me and I will hye back at you.
I had a very good time especially with my very own Cupcake! ;)))
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Give and Take
Huh. Mengeluh. Sigh. Hari ni macam gampang. But at the same time I received zillions of input from friends, family and people.
Aku ada class pagi then aku pegi waktu tengahari. Baru lah naughty? Kan? Haa. Before masuk class aku lepak kat cafe hisap rokok suma, lepak lepak, having lunch, lepak lagi then masa tu aku terserempak dengan dengan cousin aku nye scandal. Haa, mengeliat cousin aku tengok minah tu masa. Aku dah bantai gelak gelak je haha. Tapi comel tengok dorang, haha. Know each other tapi buat tak tahu je masa dekat cafe suma, bajet low profile. Buto la Reza haha ;))
Few moments later, aku gi faculty, hantar stupid assignmnts kat Encik Nazri. Lucky aku sempat buat, dah la malas nak buat assignmnt tu sbnrnya, susah plak tu, babi btol. Haa, tapi aku dapat gak buat dengan jayanya haha
Then after that, I went down to ground floor, nak pegi class la ni, aku tengok jam dah pukul 3pm dah, sejam stgh lewat sial gi class, ala apedehal, haha.
Masa on the way tu, aku, Reza tengah sedap je nyanyi lagu Viva la Vida. Best je kan, enjoy je. Haha.
But something came up. I saw person that I like. I saw Cupcake. Gahh. I missed her, totally. I looked at her, she looked at me back. Eye contact. But both of us ignore each other. Even actually, I did say hye to her, maybe because of noise, she just cant reply it. But its okay, who am I to her right? I could understand that. I am just another person who chase her, so what else should I expect more from her kan? By looking at me pun dah cukup baik dah, yeah. Atleast aku dapat jugak tengok die, even for a sec, even hye aku tak dilayan. I dont really mind since I know my level. But deep inside of me, rasa cam adoiyh, kenapalah macamni, hadoiyh.
Then aku dah masuk class sume, few minutes later, aku received text from her. There's a lot of thing that we talked about.
Tah aku rasa cam lain macam je hari ni. Aku lepak ngan kawan, gi minum and there's a lot of topic came up from mamak.
Banyak gila perkara, pasal friendship la, pasal hal rumah la, I just cant think anything at this current moment. Ada je masalah haish.
Babi la, if everr world without problem kan best. And if world exist without missing her pun okay jugak. Kan?
Aku ada class pagi then aku pegi waktu tengahari. Baru lah naughty? Kan? Haa. Before masuk class aku lepak kat cafe hisap rokok suma, lepak lepak, having lunch, lepak lagi then masa tu aku terserempak dengan dengan cousin aku nye scandal. Haa, mengeliat cousin aku tengok minah tu masa. Aku dah bantai gelak gelak je haha. Tapi comel tengok dorang, haha. Know each other tapi buat tak tahu je masa dekat cafe suma, bajet low profile. Buto la Reza haha ;))
Few moments later, aku gi faculty, hantar stupid assignmnts kat Encik Nazri. Lucky aku sempat buat, dah la malas nak buat assignmnt tu sbnrnya, susah plak tu, babi btol. Haa, tapi aku dapat gak buat dengan jayanya haha
Then after that, I went down to ground floor, nak pegi class la ni, aku tengok jam dah pukul 3pm dah, sejam stgh lewat sial gi class, ala apedehal, haha.
Masa on the way tu, aku, Reza tengah sedap je nyanyi lagu Viva la Vida. Best je kan, enjoy je. Haha.
But something came up. I saw person that I like. I saw Cupcake. Gahh. I missed her, totally. I looked at her, she looked at me back. Eye contact. But both of us ignore each other. Even actually, I did say hye to her, maybe because of noise, she just cant reply it. But its okay, who am I to her right? I could understand that. I am just another person who chase her, so what else should I expect more from her kan? By looking at me pun dah cukup baik dah, yeah. Atleast aku dapat jugak tengok die, even for a sec, even hye aku tak dilayan. I dont really mind since I know my level. But deep inside of me, rasa cam adoiyh, kenapalah macamni, hadoiyh.
Then aku dah masuk class sume, few minutes later, aku received text from her. There's a lot of thing that we talked about.
Tah aku rasa cam lain macam je hari ni. Aku lepak ngan kawan, gi minum and there's a lot of topic came up from mamak.
Banyak gila perkara, pasal friendship la, pasal hal rumah la, I just cant think anything at this current moment. Ada je masalah haish.
Babi la, if everr world without problem kan best. And if world exist without missing her pun okay jugak. Kan?
Monday, October 27, 2008
Cedera
Sehari suntuk aku tak tidur. Thought lots of things. Everything. I just couldnt sleep at all. Duk lepak hisap rokok then tgk DVD. Conclusion, bosan lah.
Esoknya, aku ada futsal. Excited. Main dekat Ampang. Gila ah, dah la aku tak tidur, then kene drive plak, adoiyh bapak geli sial. Penat nak mampus. Mata dah lebam je. Pundek btol.
Main kat Ampang memang freedom. No doubt. Heaven gila. Aku main penuh semangat, and the best part is team aku menang. Yeayy!
Well, this is life kan? Haa there must be a worst part plak. The worst part is aku injured. Agak teruk la. Kaki aku dah macam rempit dah ni, banyak luka luki sana sini. Puki je. Haish.
Then balik aku terus tidur, buat assingmnts and lepak lepak.
The point of everything, suka suka lama lama duka.
Sincerely, Ferdaus
Esoknya, aku ada futsal. Excited. Main dekat Ampang. Gila ah, dah la aku tak tidur, then kene drive plak, adoiyh bapak geli sial. Penat nak mampus. Mata dah lebam je. Pundek btol.
Main kat Ampang memang freedom. No doubt. Heaven gila. Aku main penuh semangat, and the best part is team aku menang. Yeayy!
Well, this is life kan? Haa there must be a worst part plak. The worst part is aku injured. Agak teruk la. Kaki aku dah macam rempit dah ni, banyak luka luki sana sini. Puki je. Haish.
Then balik aku terus tidur, buat assingmnts and lepak lepak.
The point of everything, suka suka lama lama duka.
Sincerely, Ferdaus
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Pengikis Duit Wanita?
Another thing that I received and I should be patient with it. This is not the first time that I encode someone's word saying that I am a Casanova and "pengikis duit wanita". Hey, human, I know that you can talk as much as you want, I know that you can say what ever that you want, and I know very well that you got rights to say anything bad about people. I don't really mind to hear stupid things from you guys, but somehow, please think about yourself first. Please use your mind very well before saying something.
As far as I live here, in this earth, I never ask, I never even think about taking girls property or wealth. I got my own money, more than enough. Although I am coming from an average-down-to-earth family, but it doesnt mean that I am short in cash. Nope. Totally.
Well, maybe people do jealous with me, I never know about that, I had been threatening by strangers saying that..
" Asal kau bagus sangat huh? Asal kau hot sangat huh? Asal kau kikis duit perempuan yeh? Ikutkan hati aku nak je aku tumbuk muka kau doh!"
I just laughed. It's weird. Fuck, I am just another inocent person who doesn't know anything, who just simply live in this world with few vision that still yet uncomplished. Why should I be blame due to my face? Well, maybe I am just another good creature from Lord, so no big deal at all, people.
Hey hello fellas, I am Mohamad Firdaus Bin Noh, another simple human, another ordinary one, stop your jealousy that against me. Stop.
Its all about life, creation versus criticism, so I can't blame you guys, thanks for treat me like a popular person. Thanks! ;)
As far as I live here, in this earth, I never ask, I never even think about taking girls property or wealth. I got my own money, more than enough. Although I am coming from an average-down-to-earth family, but it doesnt mean that I am short in cash. Nope. Totally.
Well, maybe people do jealous with me, I never know about that, I had been threatening by strangers saying that..
" Asal kau bagus sangat huh? Asal kau hot sangat huh? Asal kau kikis duit perempuan yeh? Ikutkan hati aku nak je aku tumbuk muka kau doh!"
I just laughed. It's weird. Fuck, I am just another inocent person who doesn't know anything, who just simply live in this world with few vision that still yet uncomplished. Why should I be blame due to my face? Well, maybe I am just another good creature from Lord, so no big deal at all, people.
Hey hello fellas, I am Mohamad Firdaus Bin Noh, another simple human, another ordinary one, stop your jealousy that against me. Stop.
Its all about life, creation versus criticism, so I can't blame you guys, thanks for treat me like a popular person. Thanks! ;)
Missed
Fuck. Today pretty bored. Aku tak tahu nak buat apa. The whole day just totally bored. I thought of getting new jeans, and wanna have some fun outside of my window, but not in a mood.
I felt asleep at 4am, after done watching One Tree Hill, again I am in love with Peyton, fuck! Why I am soo addicted with her? Gahhh.
And today, I missed my parents a lot. Like very much. Just don't know why. Suddenly, my mind had been knocked by their image, few moments later, I gave them a call.
"hye mak! watpe je harini?"
"haa, mak harini tak buat ape ape, baru lepas habis masak, ingat kan nak kuar ngan ayah kau, gi umah Mak Uda, tapi tak jadi plak. Kau katne ni?"
"Kat Resak mak. Ayah mana?"
"Ayah kau tidur kot, tadi lepas smnhyang die tidur terus, haa, ape lagi die nak buat"
"Ohhh haha, okay okay, takde lah saje je call mak ni, rindu plak, padahal baru je kelmarin balik, tapi cam rindu plak haha"
"Eleh rindu cam ada makna je dik, haaa, bodek la tuh hha dah dah, kau dah makan belum ni?
"belum lagi mak, jakgi la gi makan, ni pun baru bangun tidur, haa"
"Tu lah yang aku pantang anak aku sorang ni, makan biar ikut time, tahu? Ni tidak, asyik nak membongkang aja, haa, dah dah pasni kau g makan, tau?"
"Haa okay mak, pas mandi kang adik gi makan laa, alaa hishh hehe"
"Dah dah, mak nak tengok Aruna jap, dah dah, okay jaga diri elok tau, makan haa jangan tak makan plak, okay?"
"Haa okay okay mak! Oraite! Byeee! Mwah mwah!"
Few seconds after I hung up the phone, I just can't imagine how my life would be without them near me? Totally miserable life, definetly.
Oh by the way, my mind just can't stop thinking of buying new jeans, still wanting new accesories in attire. And yes, jeans is the top of the list. I am looking for the faded one. Totally seasoned! Kinda hard to find nowadays, haish!
Topman la, Zara la, apa lah, dah busan dah dengar. Aku pun sampai tak tahu which one should I choose. Babi betul. Making decision of buying something pun susah kan, pundek betul.
Oh for your info, I am a non smoker person. But somehow, lately, I have change my criteria to light-smoker. Dapat Dunhill, pergh puas gak, haha. Padahal hisap separuh je. Haha.
Phone aku hari ni kinda pathetic. Aku campak campak je. Aku just tekan menu and select messages, then select inbox, well I just read all those old messages that received from Cupcake. Saja je, hobby aku, flashback all the things. Yeah. Haha. Baca baca, then tergelak sorang sorang, I thought of sending her a text, but I don't think its a must. Just let it be, just don't need to disturb her. Probably, she might be having fun with her Apple. Who might knows? Kan? So why should I disturb them right?
Somehow, I am more pathetic than my very own phone.
I felt asleep at 4am, after done watching One Tree Hill, again I am in love with Peyton, fuck! Why I am soo addicted with her? Gahhh.
And today, I missed my parents a lot. Like very much. Just don't know why. Suddenly, my mind had been knocked by their image, few moments later, I gave them a call.
"hye mak! watpe je harini?"
"haa, mak harini tak buat ape ape, baru lepas habis masak, ingat kan nak kuar ngan ayah kau, gi umah Mak Uda, tapi tak jadi plak. Kau katne ni?"
"Kat Resak mak. Ayah mana?"
"Ayah kau tidur kot, tadi lepas smnhyang die tidur terus, haa, ape lagi die nak buat"
"Ohhh haha, okay okay, takde lah saje je call mak ni, rindu plak, padahal baru je kelmarin balik, tapi cam rindu plak haha"
"Eleh rindu cam ada makna je dik, haaa, bodek la tuh hha dah dah, kau dah makan belum ni?
"belum lagi mak, jakgi la gi makan, ni pun baru bangun tidur, haa"
"Tu lah yang aku pantang anak aku sorang ni, makan biar ikut time, tahu? Ni tidak, asyik nak membongkang aja, haa, dah dah pasni kau g makan, tau?"
"Haa okay mak, pas mandi kang adik gi makan laa, alaa hishh hehe"
"Dah dah, mak nak tengok Aruna jap, dah dah, okay jaga diri elok tau, makan haa jangan tak makan plak, okay?"
"Haa okay okay mak! Oraite! Byeee! Mwah mwah!"
Few seconds after I hung up the phone, I just can't imagine how my life would be without them near me? Totally miserable life, definetly.
Oh by the way, my mind just can't stop thinking of buying new jeans, still wanting new accesories in attire. And yes, jeans is the top of the list. I am looking for the faded one. Totally seasoned! Kinda hard to find nowadays, haish!
Topman la, Zara la, apa lah, dah busan dah dengar. Aku pun sampai tak tahu which one should I choose. Babi betul. Making decision of buying something pun susah kan, pundek betul.
Oh for your info, I am a non smoker person. But somehow, lately, I have change my criteria to light-smoker. Dapat Dunhill, pergh puas gak, haha. Padahal hisap separuh je. Haha.
Phone aku hari ni kinda pathetic. Aku campak campak je. Aku just tekan menu and select messages, then select inbox, well I just read all those old messages that received from Cupcake. Saja je, hobby aku, flashback all the things. Yeah. Haha. Baca baca, then tergelak sorang sorang, I thought of sending her a text, but I don't think its a must. Just let it be, just don't need to disturb her. Probably, she might be having fun with her Apple. Who might knows? Kan? So why should I disturb them right?
Somehow, I am more pathetic than my very own phone.
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